I don't know ... The Mind The mind is such an awful yet delightful thing. You love, you hate, you desire and you thirst for something that only YOU want. It doesn't matter, really ... but you know it bothers you. Why does it bother you ? Why are you born with both a curse and a blessing ? Don't do that. Don't sit here asking yourself why these things have fallen upon you as a burden you cannot rid yourself of. I want you just as much as myself to learn how to rid yourself of this burden and overcome it. If not entirely at least to the point the weight of this burden is that of a thimble on the palm of you hand. We all have these feelings. Every single one of us. It's what keeps you up at night. It's the feeling you get when you NEED something to keep you sane and happy. Years have passed and I have not learned how to deal with this. But in time ... in time ... I will learn. And when I do, I will finally rest my head of the things that make me hate, devour and lust. For these things are the beginning to an endless road of pain in this wretched void of the unknown; The Mind.
